State of mind..

Today I feel like a punching bag which is not supposed to feel any pain. I can also relate with a burnt tongue which can’t feel any taste.

I neither feel sorrow nor joy, neither love & excitement nor hatred & revenge. I can’t feel the pain even though it is very much there. I can’t cry. I can’t also get angry any more. May be I’m incapable of feeling any emotions.

May be all my feelings have been evaporated, or dried – which is more likely. I don’t feel any of them, or perhaps all of them – such that I can’t understand my state of mind. Perhaps it is vacuum in my mind, or it could even be a storm.

Whatever it is, I don’t understand it. It is just draining me every moment. I can’t do anything about it...